Nope! LoL. No new beginnings for the new year. Personally, I’m glad the holidays are over! Bossman is back to work and Munchkin goes back to school in the morning. I love them both but oh me gawd when they’re under my feet for days on end I’m just frazzled and using up all my energy reserves. Ugh! I didn’t rest once this last 2 weeks. It sounds funny that I’d whine about it, (given that I’m only 34), but anyone familiar with my heart problems knows, failing to rest is not a good thing for me. This last week I’m just so wiped out I feel (and look) like shit! Low energy, arrythmias, tachycardia, fibrillations, palpitations, exhausted, big migraines, fucked up sinuses, sore throat, pain in my neck and shoulders, etc. The last few days I have also been complaining that my mouth hurts and my tongue hurts like hell. LoL. Funny complaint, huh? Every one I mentioned it to laughed at me! Of course, I was insulted because I wasn’t trying to make a funny, I was telling the truth. Food and drink started tasting weird too. Most stuff is tasteless but a number of things are tasting super wonky. This is when the bumpy ridges along my tongue kicked in, too. See, it’s hard to put in to words but, my tongue is badly swollen and inflamed. It’s so swollen that where my tongue meets my teeth… my teeth are imprinted in to my tongue and it doesn’t fade away when I stick my tongue out. The teeth marks stay there as big and bold as they were with my tongue in my mouth. Then, on the top of my tongue, it’s just like all of my taste buds got super huge. I figured this was just because my tongue was dirty from having a coffee and a cigarette or something. I brushed my tongue like a mother fucker!! Guess what? My tongue wasn’t dirty, I just made my tongue bleed and it burned like fire. LoL. Stupid thing even started throbbing. I tell ya, that was entertaining. LMAO! My tongue has since continued to grow and there is now a funky film of some sort over my whole tongue. My mouth always tastes wonky, is super dry and my tongue hurts a lot. Both corners of my mouth are cracked and a bit painful as well. Ok, so yeah, this is leading up to something, bare with me. LoL.
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